TENSION!!!

tension nye hAri nie.. letih-letih aku bagun pkul 6 pagi sebab takut terlambat pergi kelas, last2 satu kelas pown x de.. da la hari nie panas gle.. dengan pkai baju koprat OMSA lagi.. semua orang tension.. kalau tahu x de kelas x payah nak bangun awl buta.. bagun solat subuh je pas 2 boleh tido balik.. letihh nye kalau berterusan macam nie.. exam nk dekat da tapi belajar macam x belajar je.. aku nie da la bukan nye pandai sangat.. cam mne nak jawab exam nnti.. takuttt.. akhirnye hari nie turun semata-mata untuk amik gamba je.. da la masa ambik gamba tadi cam ntah ape2 je.. tengah2 panas pluck 2 kene berdiri.. hope sangat esok dan seterusnya x macam nie lagi.. kesian la kat kami student2 nie..

ombak rindu

Times square, sungei wang, BB &law yatt...

best giler hari tu.. memang jalan x cukup kaki la.. letih yang teramat sangat dan seronok sangat.. hari tu kitorang pergi tengok ombak rindu.. best sangat cerita tu.. walaupon banyak sangat bezanya dengan cerita dalam novel yang aku pernak baca masa darjah 6,tapi cerita tu still buatkan aku menangis masa kat wayang.. huhuhu.. malu je sebab orang lain x nangis pown.. tapi apa aku kesah airmata aku kan .. hahaha.. cerita tu sangat-sangat menyentuh perasaan.. cerita tu adalah novel pertama yang aku baca masa darjah6.. dan sampai sekarang aku masih ingat lagi jalan ceritanya yang mana izzah adalah heroin dan harris adalah heronya.. hope sangat x de lagi perempuan yang diperlakukan macam tu masa sekarang nie.. seorang wanita kampung yang telah dijual oleh bapa saudaranya sendiri.. huh! aku benci sangat orang macam pak cik izzah tu, lupa pulak nama dia.. tu la jahat sangat.. tapi apa-apa pown cerita tu best sangat.. sekarang dak-dak rumah aku dah gila dengan lagu ombak rindu.. huhuhu.. hari-hari kitorang karoks lagu tu.. hahaha.. lepas tengok wayang kitorang jalan-jalan kat sungei wang.. macam-macam yang aku nak beli.. banyak gile baju-baju kemeja yang cantik, tapi bila dah pergi keluar duit satu baju pown kitorang tak jumpa.. sedih nyee.. akhirnya aku ngn wanie hanya membeli selipar flipper yang sama warna.. cukup la dari x dapat apa-apa.. hahaha.. letih sangat jalan-jalan hari tu.. keluar rumah pukul 10 pagi dan sampi depan gate KTT tepat pukul 11.30  malam.. gile lama kitorang jalan.. tapi x kesah sebabb seronok sangat.. thanks korang sebab enjoy sangat masa kita keluar tu.. sayanggg korang.. {bella,wanie,aliya,fara}

welcome back for semester 2

19 november 2011.. kembali pulang ke KTT untuk semester yang kedua.. huhhh.. kembali bertemu rakan-rakan rumah ku yang sangat dirindui.. hahaha. rindu sangat kat semua orang terutama sekali kat wanie.. huhuhu.. macam-macam rahsia kitorang kongsi sepanjang cuti sem nie.. untunglah wanie sekarang dah berpunya.. hahaha.. bahagia aku tengok dia sekarang.. rakan-rakan yang lain juga mempunyai cerita mereka yang tersendiri.. senang cerita semua seang berbahagia.. bagus la tu kan.. sem 2 ny subjeknya makin mencabar dan aku rasa sangat tercabar.. huhuhu.. harap sangat aku boleh lalui sem 2 nie dengan baik dan dapat belajar bersungguh-sungguh untuk dapat pointer yang lebih tinggi dari sem 1.. pointer sem 1 aku teruk sangat dan sangat memalukan.. tak tahu apa yang aku belajar sampai pointer aku dapat sikit sangat.. kesian kat mama sebab aku tahu aku dah kecewakan dia sebab x dapat 3 pointer ke atas.. tapi nak buat macam mana itu je usaha dan keputusan yang aku dapat.. mungkin salah aku juga sebab x belajar dan jawab exam dengan betul.. mama.... abah.... doakan akk untuk sem 2 ny... SEM 2 InsyaAllah aku akn buat lebih baik lagi.. AMINN!

welcome back for semester 2

waiting for the holiday...

now is18 august..that means only 12 days left for us to be in Ramadhan month..and i actually can't wait to be back to my home in Pahang.. not just for 'Hari Raya' celebration, but also I can give a rest to my mind and my body from tension of doing the assingment.. but when really I think about it, I realize that I cannot just rest but I also must study because final exam is waiting after the Hari raya holiday..huhuhu.. tension back..but what to do I must accept it as I am still a student..humm.. but I want to be back home early so that I can help my mum and my sister for  the 'Hari Raya' preparation..I can't wait to eat my mum cookies and all the food that my mum prepare for the 'hari raya'.. for me, all the foods that my mum cook was the best food that I have ever ate in the world..huhu.love my mum for being the best mum in the world..love mama soo much.. urmm so long to wait but what to do. I just have to wait and see what will happend the next day.. I want to come back home!!! if mama read my blog i'm sure mama will appreciate what i wrote about her..because she knows how much I love her and she love me too..i'm sure about that..mama, nobody can replace you and all about you in my heart..without you I can't be what I am right now..

Missing you

I miss my mum so much..hummm.. it has been a very long time since I last see her.. as I told before, I never separate with her.. But what can I do..I'm here to study and become a successful women.AMIN!! i really hope that I can be like my sisters, along and angah. They are very good in their study and I can see how proud my parents are when my sisters come back home with a very good result. I just wish I can bring the same smile to my parent's face..eventhough I cannot be exactly like them but I know, if there is a will, there is a way. Thus, i just have to work harder and never give up..Along and angah also always give me advise to be a good person..they always teach me to be strong for my life.. I know they know exactly how lonely I am to be here alone without my family especially my beloved mum that I call 'mama'..I miss mama soooo muchh..can't wait to be back home to see her..i want to hug and kiss her..mama i miss you!!!!

Angah, Mama, Along, ME

tiRed day!

Today is a very tiring day...i'm very tired doing a lot of  assignment...everything must be submitted this week..assignment, assignment and assignment arghhhhhh... so stress.. but half of my assignment was done..thank God.. with all the strength that You give me..and thanks to my friends and lecturer for willing to help me finished my assignment.. I love all of you.......hehehe..

jOyFuLL

YoU aRe mY SuNshINe
mY luCkY suNSHinE
yoU maKE me HAppY
thAt's brINg mE frEE

i fEEl tHe jOy
i fEEl tHe paIn
but wHEn I sAW yOU
iT's alWayS joYfUL

I LOVE YOU !!!

MilLer iS mINe

I SAY YOUR NAME IN MY PRAY
EVEN NEVER TOGETHER
LET'S EVERYDAY YOUR SHADOW WITH ME
EVERY MOMENT
MY CARE OF YOU NEVER MISSES
MILLER IS MINE WHAT EVER HAPPEN
LET'S MY DREAM NEVER MEANT TO BE
BUT YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART FOREVER!!!

uNTIL thEn....

HOW I WISH YOU AND ME
WILL NEVER BE APART

HOW I WISH YOU NEVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED
I'M BLAMING MYSELF
OVER AND OVER AGAIN

I'M NOT OVER IT
BABY YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION
CAN YOU COME BACK TO ME?
LOVING YOU LIKE STARTING AT THE MOON
FULL OF HOPE AND ENERGY.....

back from my adopted mum's house

urmm..so sad.. after taking my 'sahur', I prepared myself to go back to my apartment at KTT.. I called 'mama' and  told her that today is the last day I am staying at mak's house.. I still remember what mama said to me,, "don't be sad, after this I can go to mak's house when I have free time and also I can go with mama too"..hahaha.. mama also send her regard to mak and thank her for being so good to me and treat me like her own daughter.. I am also very thankful to you mak...

sOmeBOdy tO lOve.....

arhh it was very tiring thinking about men! but what else can i do? gurl is meant for for boy and boy is meant for gurl..no matter how far we run, we will always end up with each other. We can never be able to run from the reality..I really hope that I can find someone that can take care of me and love me more than everything..But now,it is just so difficult to find someone that can love and appreciate us as a gurl.. eventhough i already find someone but .......................
I know, now is not the time to think about love..I just want to concentrate on my study,study and study,,hahaha..  somebody to love????? i wonder who is that guy?? 

today...

today is a very tiring day..it is because my schedule was full with class and I have to do many assignment..huhh..tired,tired and tired..but what to do..I also have a test with sir Hakim tonight..owh so scary..but hope I can do it..Chaiyo2!!!

tHroUGh me

When first I saw you
I thought you knew
What's in my heart?
What's in my mind? 

Can't you see through my heart?
Coz I see through your eyes
Hoping that we will be together
Keep me in your heart

                                         Because my heart is yours!

GoiNG tO my aDopted mum's House

On Friday 12 Ogos 2011, my housemate Pyka ask me to follow her back to her house at Banting Selangor..It is because her mum always tell Pyka to bring me and the other of my housemate to go to her house..And the other reason is my home is so far at Pahang..so that i had decide to follow Pyka to her house..Even I fell so shy but after Pyka tell her family very sporting, I change my mind to just follow Pyka..After arrive to Pyka house at Banting, it was 6.30 o'clock..I help  her mother to prepare set the table with the food for 'berbuka'..After 'berbuka' her family ask me about my family and all about me..I just tell about my family and hope her family can become part of my family too..

THE BEST FROM JUSTIN BIEBER...

The Fasting Day

Wake up early in the morning make me think about what will happen today and next..I just imagine that nothing will happen even mama and my family are not here with me for the fasting day..I go to the class as usual and make it become as every day i go to the class..after class finished in the evening, i went back to my apartment..When i was at home, I suddenly think about our break fasting meal..My friends and I didn't buy anything yet. Thus we decided to cook using the things that we bought last Saturday at Tesco.Actually we had collected the money before this to buy the food that will we eat during the fasting day.I went to the kitchen and took the vegetable, onion and other things to be cut and wash ..Next, we cook instant chicken curry and vegetable..When all the foods were ready,we put them into the bowl..After finish doing all the things i looked at the watch and realize that is was already 6 o'clock..Since all the food were all prepared, I decided to go to my room and get some rest while waiting for the break fasting' time..At 7 o'clock all my friends and I sat on the floor with all the food is already in front of us..hehe..Wanie switch on her radio using her new phone so that we can listen to the 'Azan'.. Finally, the time come..On 7.30 o'clock, we all started to have our meal... My felling now is mix between happy to eat and sad coz I have to break my fast without my family around. Eventhough all my friends are with me, the feeling will never be the same..I feel so lonely now..So sad...

FIRST FASTING AT KTT

It was a sad day..huhuhu.it is because it was the first time I have to go through the fasting month without my beloved family..at first i dont think that I can accept this situation but I finally realize that whatever happend, I must face it...I still remember the day before the fasting day, I am really in a bad mood..my heart was pounding very fast thinking about tomorrow.. Where I have to start fasting without my  family..suddenly my phone was ringing..I was hesitated to pick up the phone because I know the person who is calling me is my beloved mama..At last i picked up the phone..I have to cover my voice coz i don't want my mama to know that I am crying when I speak to her..but i know mama was also sad coz mama know exactly how I feel that time..we were talking about tomorrow..the fasting day..i cannot talk any longer with my mama coz i was very sad at that time and I ask mama to stop our discussion about tomorrow..After mama ended the call, i cried and cried..I went to the toilet coz i don't want my housemate to know that I was crying..at night, I forced myself to do things that will make me happier.My housemate and I decided to go eat at the warong outside the college..after that, we hang out at student lounge..we watched television until 12 o'clock..Then we go back to our apartment..In the midnight, after all of my friends had slept, I still cannot close my eye. I cried while thinking about 'sahur' tomorrow..Little did I know that my friend can hear me crying..after that we crying together until all my friends wake up and talk with me and calm me down..they said that whatever happen, I still have them and we will always be together.they also said  that we are one big family..so that i must be patience for the time being..at last i go back to my room and continue to sleep..with all the strength that my friends give me i just accept the situation..at 4.30 o'clock we wake up for 'sahur'..thank God with all the strength, I did'n cry anymore..i just think positive..as a big girl, i have to be strong and cannot to cry...like Fergie song Big Girls Don't Cry..hehe..thanks my friends...i love all of you.......

BBST

BBST...hahaha it was a short form for baby-baby salak tinggi..hehehe..i got this name because my housemate and I are very close..they are Pyka,Alia,Wanie,Fara,Anis,Mishra and Ecah..we stay at apartment tangga 13 3 A1..eventhough we never know each other before, but i was very lucky because all of my housemate are very friendly and they are really a very good person..we always share our problem together and it make we more close to each other..i hope this relationship will stay forever and ever..it is very difficult to find a good friends like my friends..hahaha..

Alia....alia is my best friend since secondary school. We know each other since standart 6 and still study in the same school until we finish form5 at smk Seri Semantan..and because we was very very close we decided to continue our study at KTT together.

Next,Pyka..even we never see each other before but pyka is very close to me..now pyka's mother is my adopted mother..haha..

Wanie.. wanie and i like to sing..sharing the same interest makes us more closer to each other..

fara..fara always help me when i am in trouble..I still remember that day, when my leg was hurt,she help me massage my leg. It was easier to face this life when you have someone that really care for you by your side.

Anis..anis is my roommate..we have lot of secret that we talk only when we are in our room..

Mishra. Mishra also my roommate and her mother always cook something for my friends and I can ..urmm..delicious..

and last one is Ecah..Ecah and i always argue but that make we become closer..haha..that's all my beloved housemate..I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

my favourite malay song

i like this song because the story in this song really touch my heart...hahaha

Hatiku hatimu

menjadi satu cinta

ku rasa hadirmu

menyempurnakan aku

tapi cinta bukan

milik kita

semua harus berakhir

cinta kau dan aku

takkan munking bersatu

untuk saat ini

di dunia ini

mungkin kita bersama

nanti di atas sana

biar ku setia

menjaga cintamu

my best frend

i have a lot of friends.and i love all my friends.but this is my best friend..i still contact with my best friends that since we are in kindergardent..haha..the person is uya..her full name is nur baizura binti sudin..i just call her zura,ura,uya and a lot of name..haha..we study at the same school at sk abu Bakar since we are in primary school..but when she in standart 2 she move to sk batu kapor.it is because our house near to the school..at last when i in standart4 i follow uya move to that school..it just because i cannot focus my study when my best friend at different school..haha..even we not in one class we still in one school.when we are in secondary school we also study at the same school..but now i and uya was desperate because we not study at the same place..so sad...huhuhu..but dont worry because my house and uya house was very near..my house just beside her house..haha..every day or if i buzy i still contact with her..i miss uya very much..we always share our problem together..wheather in difficult or happy situation we still together..my problem is uya problem and uya poblem is my problem too..so we will find the way to solve the problem together..we cry together and we laugh together.it is the way to we bocome close and close and close...i love uyaa very much..hope our relationship we will be forever and no one can desperate us..Aminn!!!!

uYa and beLLa

sChOOl tIMe..

5 to 6 years old

> My first education was in Tabika Kemas. It is situated in my housing area and very near to my house. So during that time, I walked there everymorning with my mother. 

7 to 9 years old
> Next, my primary school is SK Abu Bakar, Mentakab. However, I only studied in that school for three years.

10 to 12 years old
> After that, I moved to SK Batu Kapor untill I was in standart 6. SK  Batu Kapor is nearer to my house so it will be easier for my mother to send me to school if I have extracurricular activities since she just got her driving license.

13 to 17 years old
> Next, my secondary school was SMK Seri Semantan, Mentakab. I was a prefect back then. There are a lot of memories from my school time that i will never forget.

my lovely family

    I was born in a big family. I am very lucky because i have a lovely mum and dad. My mother is Kamisah Mohd Yunus. I call her mama. Mama is always there when i need her. Since this is my first time i have to be away from my family, i am very sad. I always share my problems with mama. Next is my father. My father is Nadzimudin Abd Halim. I call my father as abAH. Abah was a retired army and I always see abah as a brave gentleman. 

   I have 4 siblings. I am the third. I have 2 sisters and 1 little brother. My first sister is Nurul Nadia. I call her along. Along is a very caring and sensible sister. She always gives an advice to be a good person..i love along. Second is angah. Angah is Nurul Nadzirah and she is very cute. Angah is taking Medic at UKM. Angah always tells me to speak in english when i was in secondary scholl. Even angah wasvery strict when he taught me, but i like the way she teach me..haha. So now, even my English is not that good, i believe I am improving. The last one is my little brother. His name is Nur Nazmi. Now he study at SMK Sains Sultan Haji Ahmad Shah. Now adik is in form 1.

I love my family very much...haha 

about me

    HOLLA!!! my name is

Nurul Nabilah Nadzimudin

    When i was high school, my friends called me Byla, but when i started study here, they call me Bella. Just the same right? But different spelling..hehe..And i like it. I was born in Hospital Umum Kuching Sarawak but when i was 3 month of age, my family and I moved to Pahang..it was because my father was an army and as you all know, army moves a lot..but now my father is retire already

    I was born on 1 march 1993.so I hope anybody who know me will give me my present when my birthday..but i want the BIG one only okay...

                      I love purple colour because for me purple is the most beautiful colour in the world.

                      I also have a lot of things which is purple in colour.