waiting for the holiday...

now is18 august..that means only 12 days left for us to be in Ramadhan month..and i actually can't wait to be back to my home in Pahang.. not just for 'Hari Raya' celebration, but also I can give a rest to my mind and my body from tension of doing the assingment.. but when really I think about it, I realize that I cannot just rest but I also must study because final exam is waiting after the Hari raya holiday..huhuhu.. tension back..but what to do I must accept it as I am still a student..humm.. but I want to be back home early so that I can help my mum and my sister for  the 'Hari Raya' preparation..I can't wait to eat my mum cookies and all the food that my mum prepare for the 'hari raya'.. for me, all the foods that my mum cook was the best food that I have ever ate in the world..huhu.love my mum for being the best mum in the world..love mama soo much.. urmm so long to wait but what to do. I just have to wait and see what will happend the next day.. I want to come back home!!! if mama read my blog i'm sure mama will appreciate what i wrote about her..because she knows how much I love her and she love me too..i'm sure about that..mama, nobody can replace you and all about you in my heart..without you I can't be what I am right now..

Missing you

I miss my mum so much..hummm.. it has been a very long time since I last see her.. as I told before, I never separate with her.. But what can I do..I'm here to study and become a successful women.AMIN!! i really hope that I can be like my sisters, along and angah. They are very good in their study and I can see how proud my parents are when my sisters come back home with a very good result. I just wish I can bring the same smile to my parent's face..eventhough I cannot be exactly like them but I know, if there is a will, there is a way. Thus, i just have to work harder and never give up..Along and angah also always give me advise to be a good person..they always teach me to be strong for my life.. I know they know exactly how lonely I am to be here alone without my family especially my beloved mum that I call 'mama'..I miss mama soooo muchh..can't wait to be back home to see her..i want to hug and kiss her..mama i miss you!!!!

Angah, Mama, Along, ME

tiRed day!

Today is a very tiring day...i'm very tired doing a lot of  assignment...everything must be submitted this week..assignment, assignment and assignment arghhhhhh... so stress.. but half of my assignment was done..thank God.. with all the strength that You give me..and thanks to my friends and lecturer for willing to help me finished my assignment.. I love all of you.......hehehe..

jOyFuLL

YoU aRe mY SuNshINe
mY luCkY suNSHinE
yoU maKE me HAppY
thAt's brINg mE frEE

i fEEl tHe jOy
i fEEl tHe paIn
but wHEn I sAW yOU
iT's alWayS joYfUL

I LOVE YOU !!!

MilLer iS mINe

I SAY YOUR NAME IN MY PRAY
EVEN NEVER TOGETHER
LET'S EVERYDAY YOUR SHADOW WITH ME
EVERY MOMENT
MY CARE OF YOU NEVER MISSES
MILLER IS MINE WHAT EVER HAPPEN
LET'S MY DREAM NEVER MEANT TO BE
BUT YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART FOREVER!!!

uNTIL thEn....

HOW I WISH YOU AND ME
WILL NEVER BE APART

HOW I WISH YOU NEVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED
I'M BLAMING MYSELF
OVER AND OVER AGAIN

I'M NOT OVER IT
BABY YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION
CAN YOU COME BACK TO ME?
LOVING YOU LIKE STARTING AT THE MOON
FULL OF HOPE AND ENERGY.....

back from my adopted mum's house

urmm..so sad.. after taking my 'sahur', I prepared myself to go back to my apartment at KTT.. I called 'mama' and  told her that today is the last day I am staying at mak's house.. I still remember what mama said to me,, "don't be sad, after this I can go to mak's house when I have free time and also I can go with mama too"..hahaha.. mama also send her regard to mak and thank her for being so good to me and treat me like her own daughter.. I am also very thankful to you mak...